Thursday, November 5, 2009

The New New

These past few months have been a whirl wind for me. I was thinking yesterday about how fast this year has went by. I cannot believe that it is already November. However, I am extremely excited that is so close to the holidays. There is nothing I enjoy more than the holidays with the people I love the most. I have learned so many new things in these past few months. The biggest thing I have learned is that I am TRULY not in control of my life~ God Is. I have learned that even though times get tough, people treat you wrong or your day just is not that great.....GOD IS ALWAYS with me. It seems like HE consumes my every day thought process. When people say things that are not pleasing around me...I immediately think about how their words make Him feel. I love my Savior!! Though the past month has been a whirl wind of emotion and stress for me....and when I have felt like there is no one to talk to that will give me the honest answers I am looking so desperately for....I know I can turn to Him and He will guide my ways. It is amazing how true the saying "let go and let God" is. He makes me smile, He makes me want to do more for Him, He makes me want to do things for others in ways that I was not open to before. If anything has come out of this year at all.....I am so thankful for the even closer relationship that I have developed with Christ. I will continue to serve you Lord....all the days of my life. Any opportunity that I see to lead the lost to you...I will act on it.